The Learning in the Teaching
It was back
to school for me. The minute I learnt of this module, my interest was piqued. I
used to teach in my imaginery class when I was a child. Actually, I was imitating one of my teachers.
Never did I for once imagine I would be teaching a real class when I grow up.
I have
attended Sis Davina’s tutorial on Biblical Hospitality so her notes on ‘Education
on Hospitality, Teacher as Host’ caught my attention. It is a known fact that a
teacher should care for his or her students but this is the first ever I hear
of the concept of a teacher being a host.
Drawing parallels from how God is a host, Jesus is a host and the early
faith communities are hosts open my eyes to how a teacher should embrace his or
her students with empathy and understanding. The more the caring, the better the student
learns. This goes beyond the call of duty to merely perform the role of a
teacher in a job. I am being inspired and challenged by this learning to follow
God’s example to be a host to my students in future. Yes, I bring them snacks
but it is more than just their stomachs.
However, what
is disturbing is the accepted concept of ‘perceived caring’ as a central
perception of teachers on the part of students. Here, Teven suggests that it is
the perception of caring on the part of teachers that count, not the caring. So, my question is this: Is such a teacher in
reality a caring person? I do have issues with this concept. Because I know my God cares for me; it is not
a perceived act of caring, He cares. There’s no faking it, so neither should I.
Which brings
me to my next reflection. Among students’
expectations of a teacher ranging from ‘Credibility, Authenticity and Spirituality’,
Authenticity stands out most for me.
Just as I seek out authentic teachers, my students are looking out for
the same in me. Do I walk the talk? More
so, as someone teaching God’s Word, what am I like outside the classroom? I
used to wonder about a neighbor teacher when I was a child growing up – what was
she teaching in school? She lived a few doors away from my parents. She was a
teacher in a reputable secondary school. Then the natural consensus was that
teachers were role models in character and behavior. However, this teacher would always be telling
off salesmen attempting to sell her their wares. Or she would be playing
mahjong every weekend and raising her voice in annoyance and irritation each
time she had a bad tile or was losing. Perhaps I was naïve then in thinking
that teachers were perfect beings. Now I
know better. Someone I know used to say ‘Teachers
are devils!’ :)
‘The teaching
behind the teaching’ is my third learning point from Palmer. He outlines both the conventional classroom
and the conventional ways of teaching. Gone are the days when authoritarian
teaching brings out the best in the learning. Active participation from the class encourages
and stimulates learning and better absorption. But it is so easy to slip back
into the mode whereby the teacher dominates the class. Pure transmission. Just
last Sunday, I voiced my concerns to my senior pastor that conducting a survey
of the Old Testament over 10 weeks (1 hour each week) would constitute only
transmission. They may be no time left for Q&A even. So it is interesting that in all the five
micro-teaching presentations in class, all teams included components for activity
and class participation, including some whacky games.
The two weeks
slip by quietly but very quickly. I signed up for this module because I want to
learn to be a more effective and impactful teacher. There is so much I do not know. I learnt in the Christian Education class that
CE is not just about training and equipping believers but that the trained and
equipped would go out and do likewise. It
is recurring, never stopping. Unlike education in the secular world where the
learning and equipping is to prepare the student to face the world’s
challenges. The philosophy of Christian teaching, as indicated in the notes
would be to instill a commitment to service, to truth, to excellence and
spirituality – to know, to do and to be.
And as the teacher teaches, learning also takes place in his/ her life
as he/ she interacts with the students and learns from them.
My fervent prayer
is I will be able to take what I have learnt in this class to my classroom. Not
all at one go but small steps, one at a time, empowered by the Spirit, fueled
by His love for His people, desiring for them to learn and grow together with
me. So they in turn can pass it on.
What caught my attention is that immediately before this blog is your blog on Romans which you mentioned that it is your last class but then here you say you are back in class again. Once a learner, forever a learner.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I think it is quite true, that we look out for authentic teachers whom we can model after. I always ask myself who I can emulate in church and in my work so that I can shine and function more effective for Him. I find that the more authentic someone is, the easier it becomes to emulate him (though the specific principles he displays in his life may be difficult to live out).
Hahaha, Mathias, trust you to note that. I missed it totally!
ReplyDeleteI just feel being authentic is so important. I learnt this important lesson from someone, can't remember who now. He said Jesus' reputation in our hands. Who we are, how we behave, when people look at us, that is how they perceive Jesus to be. Heavy responsibility right?
When I'm caught in a situation, I would ask God for a level head firmly placed on my shoulders and not be run over by emotions. Or I would ask Jesus, what would you do if you were in my shoes now. But sometimes still fail lah! :(
Wah Jenny! Audit student doing homework sia... haha.. truly intrinsic motivation! Press on!
ReplyDeletethx for your sharing. Just to share some thots on the point of the "perceived caring". this concept can encouraged those who have genuine care but a straight face (eg introvert) to try to smile more often bcos perception matters. Otherwise these caring ministers may wonder why people misunderstand his sincerity and doesnt respond. So an awareness of how we are perceived matters. This is even more impt for the preacher when he speaks to a thousand audience on stage, ie "how to show a thousand people u care"? by critically thinking thru one's body language too :)
ReplyDeleteYou are so right, Gary. Our demeanor does belie who we are. My mentor (at work) told me this once, "You control people's perception of you." As I grow older and prayerfully wiser :), I find this to be true.
DeleteOthers may be able to fake it and let others perceive that there is care. But, like you, I believe that as Christians our care should be genuine. Personally for me, one who cannot hide her feelings very well, it is easy for others to see through me--if I am faking care or not :)
ReplyDeleteKeep it up Jenny. Our classrooms are out there where we are. A class of one or a class of many. Indeed may your prayer be fulfilled in every one of us.
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